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Life
08.21.04 (11:14 pm)   [edit]
Someitmes I wonder why God makes life so hard. He makes it so hard sometimes its hard to like what he has given you. At least thats where I'm at. I know I have good things in my life, but the bad things drown everything out, and make everything suck. Argh, I hate it. It doesn't seem real. Like how can this be happening. Its like the worst possible scenario. It's the thing I've dreamed of for so long, and it doesn't work. Like what the heck does He want from me. This sucks. Its so perfect, amazng, and yet it doesn't work. Its so gay. Argh! I know you will have no idea what I'm talking about, but thats fine. And this stupid family stuff, like I barely ever get along with my family, I honestly think I would be fine without them. What the hell is wrong with me. This is so stupid. Why am I me? Why do I have all these stupid problems? It's so freakin stupid.
 
Worship
08.15.04 (10:24 pm)   [edit]

You know what, I love worship music. Like listening to it and playing it. I was listening to a version of You Are My King (Amazing Love) done by Newsboys in bed the other night. I felt so moved or something, it was awesome. I dunno it felt like my chest was going to explode with excitment, it was very kool, and now just talking about it I get all excited lol. I love that song. I got a big worship book a couple weeks ago and I learned Here I Am To Worship, I love playing it, i dunno why, it is so simple, but it is awesome. I find that the simple things are usually much more worth while then big stupid things lol, but that has been said alot. I think it would be kool if we could be little kids in some ways still. They like simple stuff. They don't need TV like some of us do. I think the don't feel  like thye need to please anybody. They speak there minds, they don't think really if people are gonna think badly of them for saying that. I guess thats bad sometimes, but I think as we get older we start to worry about that too much. Well some of us. I do way to often, and i wish I could just lighten up. Ok well I just got totally off topic so I'm done.

 
Dating
08.15.04 (10:03 pm)   [edit]
Well, I'm stuck with a dilema lol. Well, I guess Sara and I are dating according to Todd, and I guess I agree. But we shouldn't be, well her Dad wouldn't like it, and we have to respect her Dad, but what can we do? We both like each other. I don't think Sara is comfortable talking to her Dad about things like this. Man life isn't easy
 
Untitled
08.14.04 (11:20 pm)   [edit]

Radiant beauty


Staring you in the face


Yet you cannot see it


But you will


And you cannont help it


It will be there


It is not comprehendible


Not logical


It makes sense


yet cannont be explained


It is wonderful


It's capacity to move us is amazing


It freezes some


And it melts some


But its worth anything and everything

 
Here it is
08.14.04 (8:14 pm)   [edit]
Well, lets see....I dunno I guess I started this up cause Todd told me about it and it sounded kool. I mean just writing about stuff, I like that. So here I go, just writing about stuff. I guess I will come up with stuff as it comes to me, so I'll just leave this now.